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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 6, 2007 23:29:29 GMT -5
"Okay....little help here?" I asked, laughing nervously as I tried to keep my balance.
"I can't feel the base of my arm and leg too well...which isn't too helpful in walking...."
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Post by alyson on Jan 6, 2007 23:32:09 GMT -5
"NO PROBLEM!!! THIS IS A JOB FOR....SUPER ALYSON!" I shouted, grabbing the bedsheets, tying it around my neck, then putting my hands on my waist. Grabbing Raven's wrist, I ran out of the room, then teleported once it was safe to.
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Post by naruaizawa on Jan 6, 2007 23:33:30 GMT -5
"Ookay," Naru sweatdropped.
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Post by alyson on Jan 6, 2007 23:35:59 GMT -5
"AWAY!!! TO THE....ERM.....SPECTER MOBILE!!!" I shouted before teleporting. "WE ARE REPORTING BACK HOME TO OUR SECRET BAAAASE!! AND COVER TACTICS FOR OUR NEXT MISSION--TAKEOVER WITH BUNNIES!!! DUN DUN DUN!!!!!"
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Post by naruaizawa on Jan 6, 2007 23:37:42 GMT -5
"Well, I don't know where Alyson took Raven, but I guess I better leave as well," I said as I opened the window and jumped out.
"SHE JUST JUMPED OUT THE WINDOW!!!!" a nurse cried.
"AND SHE DIDN'T SPLAT!!!" another nurse looked shocked.
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 6, 2007 23:41:30 GMT -5
"All right...you scare me," I laughed, taking a seat as soon as I could. I buried my face in my hands, embarrassment taking over me as soon as I got a moment to think about what had happened.
"I....CANNOT believe I..." I mumbled in a tone that was half laughing, half crying.
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Post by alyson on Jan 6, 2007 23:42:26 GMT -5
I cocked my head to one side, confused. "What?"
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 6, 2007 23:49:18 GMT -5
"You.....don't want to know. It WILL...scar you for life..." I muttered, keeping my face buried in my hands.
"You really....do NOT want to know..."
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Post by alyson on Jan 6, 2007 23:51:15 GMT -5
"Okay," I shrugged.
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 7, 2007 0:01:35 GMT -5
"Good...." I said, still laughing nervously and beginning to rock back and forth, trying to forget what had happened.
'I need some kind of memory modification....'
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Post by alyson on Jan 7, 2007 0:03:40 GMT -5
I helped myself to a cup of hot chocolate, then sat down next to Raven.
"So....why'd you run off and get drunk, anyway? I was really worried," I said.
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 7, 2007 0:13:54 GMT -5
"Because Amber hates me....what do I care if anything happens to me? My own sister...HATES me," I sighed. I curled into an even smaller ball, burying my face in my knees.
"I....I wanted to do something exciting....and....honestly? I didn't really want to survive it..."
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Post by alyson on Jan 7, 2007 0:16:58 GMT -5
"What?" I widened my eyes in shock. "How can that be? What happened between you two? You don't have to tell me if you don't feel like it..."
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 7, 2007 0:25:47 GMT -5
"She just....LEFT. In the middle of THIS. Her stupid trip was more important than being here to help was....when I showed ANY objection to being completely fucking ABANDONED BY MY OWN SISTER, she.....UGH. She's been avoiding me ever since the accident....sure, 'she still spent time with me,' but she's refused to talk to me most of the time...and, well, apparently wants absolutely nothing to do with me anymore. YAY," I growled, ripping one of the pillows on the couch completely in half. I looked up at the feathery mess, and sighed heavily.
"Damn it...." I muttered, clapping my hands and placing them on the floor where the pieces of the pillow were scattered, putting them back together into the pillow.
"Everything we've been through....everything I've done for her....and apparently, it would kill her to be here for me this time? We promised....we PROMISED we'd never leave each other when we needed it so bad...why the hell doesn't she CARE about that anymore?"
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Post by alyson on Jan 7, 2007 0:32:01 GMT -5
"Maybe...she does care," I said. "Deep down...I think she hated the thought of going away from you...but maybe she's going away for a reason? Maybe she's going somewhere where she believes that she will grow to be a better person, a stronger person...I don't know Amber as well as you do, but....maybe there's more to her trip than we realize. I'm not taking her side, though...I'm just trying to see both side of things. I realize you're hurting, Rae, but Amber needs some breathing space....she probably hates it as much as you do, but this is probably something she absolutely has to do..." I then stood up. "I better go home to feed Den and Ichigo....see you later." Finishing up my cup of hot chocolate, I put the cup in the sink, then teleported home.
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 7, 2007 0:39:21 GMT -5
"That doesn't change the fact that we PROMISED....damn it....we PROMISED...and she got pissed that I was upset that she BROKE that. No, Alyson....she HATES me," I sighed, holding back tears as I shifted slightly in my seat.
"We used to be....back then, NOTHING....no stupid trip could POSSIBLY be more important than supporting each other. The fact that she couldn't even just put the damn thing off....for THIS...after we PROMISED...she promised me this wouldn't happen. What could be so important that it can't WAIT? Just....WAIT?"
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Post by alyson on Jan 7, 2007 0:41:01 GMT -5
I listened to Raven's message telepathically as I fed Den and Ichigo, then returned.
"I don't even know how to respond....seeing as how I don't even understand Amber myself....she's been keeping to herself so much lately..."
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 7, 2007 0:46:30 GMT -5
"Yep....because she hates me," I sighed to no one in particular.
What did I do that was so horrible that she could just FORGET that? We made a promise to Mom...as she was dying...that we'd always be there for each other. We promised each other that we'd never leave each other....especially when one of us needed help so badly...and that suddenly means NOTHING to her. Who the hell does she think she is!?'
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Post by alyson on Jan 7, 2007 0:58:25 GMT -5
I could hear Raven's rants in her thoughts, but I didn't say anything. I wished that I had found the cure to Raven's problem, but so far, I haven't. I did learn not to mix sodium and water together, though, in the same ingredient...also, I had learned which elements wouldn't mix well together, but I still couldn't figure out the formula. Maybe if I did find the formula, Rae wouldn't be in this emotional mess...
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Post by Ashley Carr on Jan 7, 2007 1:35:46 GMT -5
'Well...this sucks. I kissed a good friend, as well as three random strangers, carried on a deep philosophical conversation with an old tire and a pile of firewood, and worst of all, had lesbian sex with a complete stranger, just because she LOOKED like someone I used to know...yet I'm ALIVE....which isn't what I wanted at all,' I thought to myself, going deep red at the memories of what had happened the previous night.
'I feel sick, my real leg is out of service...and now the painkillers are starting to wear off...and best of all, my sister still hates me. She'd probably be horribly disappointed if she found out I was in an accident and SURVIVED.' I let out a heavy sigh and collapsed back onto the sofa, pushing my right leg up onto the armrest.
'Wait....so why am I upset? This new her...if my survival would disappoint this new her so....that's reason enough to go on. There's still hope that I'll get the old Al back...but as long as I'm stuck with the new Amber, might as well piss her off the most I can,' I thought, letting off a soft growl.
'If I keep this up, no matter where she is, she'll know....oh, she'll know...'
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